hey merry xmas people! okay, no more giving out presents at midnight.hahaa, aw, i sound so childish! its a family thing laa(: hahaa, i didnt go,"wooohoo, i love you guys! MERRY XMAS!" to my cousins/aunts/uncles/parents/sister. cause i wasnt in the mood to! cause of work and stuffs, its so busy and the hellie*helen bitch is just so herself today, all ready and fit for some bitchy actions! yeah, she makes yappie look good, aw i love yappie:( YAPPIE, I LOVE YOU, I DONT HATE YOU ANYMORE. cause theres hellie who made you look so kind, caring and lovable! man, i complain abit too much isnt it? hahaa, i'm happy with all the clothes i got, all the stuffs! WOOHOO, I LOVE XMAS SO MUCH<33>
i'm kinda fighting with elaine over the song-it ends tonight. but i just changed song and i love this song as much! so yeah! i'm not changing but neither is elaine taking the it ends tonight cause i says so! aww,so sad they gave me clothes, cause i wanted to spend all my salary on clothes and now i cant cause my mum says so. ah, i feel like quitting mos, but another part of me dont feel like quitting. imagine doing homework during breaks, so fun right! hahaa, cause i always got nothing to do during break. but imagine working with hellie and working my ass out and what about studies? ahh, but it's like so sad laa if quit. cause the ppl there are so nice. no i'm not contradicting myself. hellie is not apart of mos, cause everyone there hates her and she belong to her own fanclub, with only one member, which is she herself. life is just so-BLA. i hate the bimbo cause everything'll be changing for me but for them, they'll still have each other! HAHA OKAY I'M BEING DRAMA. a drama a day, keeps the doctor away:D
i'm not sure whats wrong.no i know perfectly whats bothering me, i'm just trying to be all so fake and just pretend nothings wrong,when everything is so messed up